The Seven Ages of Man

THE SEVEN AGES OF MAN

Birth.

A new life coming into the world.

It's frightening.

All the senses flashing with awareness, like lightning.

I need security.

Comfort. A heart to hold me with no fears to scold me.

No thoughts of pain, no fear of death.

no worry of rejection, just my mother's warm breast.

I'm brave, taking steps.

Nothing can stand in my way.

I look forward to life, the wonders of each new day.

I learn faces, voices, and names.

I know that the big man is there to make faces and talk funny and play silly games.

But perfect innocence doesn't last forever.

Soon the age comes, the discovery of lying.

My purity slowly dying.

My brain shaped by the world.

I go to school, I make new friends.

Some kids, my parents say,

"Go walk the other way, they're bad."

They tell me to avoid them, so naturally I go astray.

I find out how easy it is to make girls cry, to cheat and to lie.

How easy it is

to reach into that boy's desk, and take that toy for my own.

Rationalizing, saying,

"This won't affect me when I'm grown."

I get spankings, detentions,

I sit in the corner, I get grounded.

Of course, I do more.

My parents worry, and I slam the door.

Now I'm on my own, a teenager,

"a legend in his own mind."

I'm not a child anymore.

But I'm still youth.

The pains hit harder now.

I get depressed.

My parents try to talk to me, but don't know how.

Suddenly I'm a problem.

A cancer, a disease that my parents don't want.

No longer a robot to control.

I have my own mind, my own destiny to find.

But it's lonely.

Deep inside I'm still crying, longing for hugs and love.

Now girls don't have germs.

They have life, energy, love.

A security no teen really has, but so desperately seeks.

A new game to play, the Dating Game.

Excitement, passion, love.

I release the pain, we share it. surrender ourselves.

Then trouble, silence, anger, confusion, and ultimately separation.

Depression takes effect.

I want to die.

More problems, more pain.

I need something to take it away.

The reflection of a blade, or tempting odors and feelings.

Confusion.

Worry.

“Got to find the right college, expand your horizons."

Save it for the masses, I need love.

But there is where I find it.

It stays, it remains.

But I don't.

Trouble overseas.

What's a draft?

Oh God, I have to leave her?

Damn them. They took me away from her.

I judge them.

I don't even know them, but I punish them.

No! My best friend...

you killed my best friend.

Fury, anger, rage, vengeance.

Submission.

I was lucky enough to return.

But after, I'm restless.

A soul in torment.

The rage lingers.

Short temper, flashbacks, more pain.

Now I must choose, reflection...or wife.

I have nothing to live for.

I'm over the edge.

Late nights, bars, cruising.

My security at home, weeping.

What, I'm a daddy?

Apology.

Forgiveness.

Unity.

My boy.

Teach him to walk.

Now I talk funny and make silly faces.

Baseball!

My girl.

Sweet, gentle.

Better at baseball.

Soon I can't talk to him as

"my boy."

He's a man, and I'm balding.

She's a walking hormone.

Boys, boys, boys.

Makeup.

Love?

You don't know what love is.

You're in high school.

My son, married.

His turn to make funny faces.

My girl, with a good man.

Both gone.

Melancholy.

Just as before, life has no meaning.

I have no hair.

No teeth.

I've lived my life, made my choices.

I don't know who I am, where I am,

or what I'm doing here.

I'm tired.

I lay down to rest, and move on to the Eighth Age of Man.